Stupid Mouse!

This morning I go to use the computer and the mouse does not work!! Argh! So I try and figure it out by puling and un-plugging it and so on! I decided to try and different mouse and still can’t get it work! This pretty much means I can’t use the computer! Boo!! I ended up using my mom’s computer, which is unbelievably s-l-o-w! Lucky between that and my Ipod I was able to get what I needed for the day. Then my dad comes home and tells me with the mouse if you un-plug and plug it back in you have to restart the computer! LAME! So I wasted quite a bit of my time to day fighting with a computer!

STUPID MOUSE!!!

Season of Love

Two things

1. Valentines Day
2. The Bachelor
I personally I’m not a fan of this particular holiday. Now it could be the whole hype of you have to do something on a certain day to prove your love for a certain person. You can’t just do something because you love somebody whenever you want it has to be a certain day. It also could just be the overload of it all happening at one time. Or more specially I don’t get in of that love, another joy of being single is bad enough all the time but the when you have to have it point out with a big neon sign saying “She’s alone” then that makes it a lot worse. Now who knows get back with me in a few years a I may have a different view on this holiday. But as for now I can’t wait for Sunday to be over.

On to The Bachelor…. I’m slightly ashamed to admit it but I do watch it. It’s an addiction I’m not that in to the drama part of it however I do like watching them fall in love as hard as it is for some people to realize I can understand how the The Bachelor in this case Jake can fall in love with more then one girl. Also how the girls can fall for him in such a short amount of time if you put together the aspects of the show. This season my favorites are like many others Tenly and Ali! I’ve really enjoyed watching Jake with them. Both for different reason, I could very easily see him with either of them…. depending on what the deal is with Ali.
As for Ali I was heart-broken last Monday with how torn she was with the choice she had. I HATED that she left I personally would have stayed but that’s easy for me to say ‘cause I’m not in that situation. One thing I loved as sad as it was was Jake being there for her, and comforting her. I think especially in the show they live in a “Fantasy world” but this was a real life situation. It really makes me want to find someone who would be there and love me like that.

I think I want to be in love so bad that two things happen I hate it when others are in love or I love to watch others. It kinda depends on the situation

Hopefully everyone has seen Up cause it’s such a cute movie! Well like always I’ve been wishing life was more like the movies cause everything seems better in movies! So I wish my Grandpa was more the guy in Up not personality wise or anything like that cause I love my grandpa!! Just with heath issues there is no way my grandpa could do so of the stuff Mr. Fredrickson does he can’t even stand up let alone walk right now….

My grandpa’s hip is broken, I don’t really now how to explain it on here but lets just say it’s not good at all. There are all lot of question about what do and not very many answers which is quite frustrating I think we would all like a magical fix it pill so we would have to try and figure out what is the best choice and weighing the pros and cons of if we do this then this will happen but is we do this then this will happen.
Do we have him get surgery? Is surgery even an option? If surgery is done will he come out of it? Will he even agree to surgery? What will be one after surgery? Who will take care of him? What if the surgery is not done? He just lies in bed? What for the rest of his life how ever long that is? Do we have him go to an assisted living center? Which is very against kind of like Mr. Fredrickson! Can we have him and Grandma go to one together? Needless to say there are a lot of questions and emotions involved in this. And unlike in Up we can’t tie their house to some balloons send them of on an adventure.

As for now a lot of prayers and faith are being used and will hope for the best and know what whatever happens is meant to happen.

One of my friends I’ve knew since Middle school just got home from his mission. While at his farewell I couldn’t help but notice the changes in him from his personality to physical and more specifically spiritually. I kept thinking he’s changed so much and he’s so different (all good though.) and through that I began to think why his changes were so drastic to me, I had not seen or talked to him in two years. Which then lead to me think of me two years ago and what I was like and where I was then, and the changes he might see in me…. From two years ago to now. So two years ago I was between working a Toys R Us and the day care, now I work at The Lion House and have been there for over a year. Two years ago I was attending my home ward and was the YSA rep and unofficial primary substitute teacher, now I go to a student ward and am in charge of the program and bulletin boards. Two years ago my closest friends were; Sherstin, Katie, Mandy and Heather. (Sherstin, is getting married, Katie and Mandy are planning on going on a mission and Heather is serving a mission now), now they are still my closest friends even though things are changing. Two years ago I was single…. now oh I’m still single not much change there. Now if you look at all the those things and may other things in the past two years I’d say I’ve done some changing my self. Although to me it may not seem that way at first because it is subtler to me. I believe “life’s a series of choices, big combination of moments little ones that add up to big ones that create who you are”